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Love is not about finding the right person, but creating the right relationship. It's not how much love you have in the beginning, but how much love you build till the end.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Goooo.......Comeee...........

hehehe...suka betul wat subjek yang pelik2...erm..terasa nak bubuh tajuk tue boleh la erk... :p....hehehe harap2 minggu sedih berlalu ngan cepat n ha nak mulakan minggu ngan perasaan gembira...sebab tue ha bubuh goooo...........come.............hehehe...go tuk sedih n come tuk gembira....ok la tue erk...hehehe...

semalam ha pi mandi manda kat air terjun BEKUK kat area yong peng, johor...ha rasa gembira sangat2...tapi nak wat camner no photo sbb ha xder cam digital...hehehe yang der cam manual n belum cuci lagi...hehehe :p kita orang pi berempat ngan rakan2 guru bujang..hehehe...maklum ler anak dara...senang ler nak pi mana2...tapi nak dijadikan cerita....ha nie dah ler on time....sat g janji nak pi kul 10 jadi kul 11.30 lak pi sana...huhuhuhu...dah ler ha pi park kete kat umah kawan...yer2 or..ha cakap ngan kawan yang ha dah lambat nak pi....dia pun sempat pi anta ha kat tempat yang dijanjikan berkumpul walaupun ha xminta....malu kat dia...huhuhuhu...yer ar dah ler serang umah dia pagi2 buta...kah2.....dia belum bangun tido lagi ha dah dok kacau dia...kih2...not avaible...almaklum ler anak bujang....bangun lambat mak xmarah...kalau ha...ish2...dari dapur dah kene jerit...kih2....tapi yang pasti mmg best pi jalan2 semalam.....

suka!!!!suka sgt....nak tau naper ha suka sgt????sebenarnyer dah 2 minggu ha xbertegur sapa ngan kawan ha tue...gara2 salah ha gak....puas ha pujuk2...susah betul erk kalau dah wat salah nak pujuk nie...ingat pompuan jer yang susah pujuk....ish2.......tapi semalam ha betul2 bersyukur....sebab tue ha dok tersenyum2....sampai la nie ha still tersenyum lagi...kih2.....dengar jer sora dia ha dah xkeruan....sonok giler babas....lagi la pi jumpa dia walaupun sekejap masa hantar kete kat umah dia...ha betul2 gembira.....hanya tuhan jer yang tau gembira ha tue mcm mana...yer ar ha xnak kehilangan kawan hanya kerana kesilapan yang ha lakukan...sejak form 6 ha kenal dia...xnak lost camtue jer kan....lain la kalau masing2 dah kawin @...............hehehehe....insyallah kalau dah tertulis camtue nak wat camner.... :p gaduh, perang, benci mcm mana sekalipun...kalau dah termaktub....xleh lari lagi dah....hehehehe....dah le 2 minggu xjumpa sat g masa jumpa tue ha bleh jadi pendiam sat gugup...kah2....lawak giler....tapi yang pasti ha nak bagi tau dia yang dia dah 'ereng' ( gelap dlm bahasa jawa... ).....kah2...mana xnyer dia dok kat padang ari2 until petang dok melatih budak2 hoki....wat ever pon cute tetap der...hahahaha....

ok la takat tue dulu la...lain kali ha citer lagi k...nak pi tanda kertas peksa budak2...nak wat analisa peksa lagi almaklum ler ha ketua unit tahun tiga...ish2.... ha nie ha kasi tengok muka2 yang ha wendu n sempat post masa kawan kitaorang pengantin....hehehe cari ler sendiri mana ha n mana 'dia' erk....kih2....

Saturday, May 06, 2006

EMPTY HEART......

erm....entah ler kenapa ha terasa sedih lak tetiba ari nie...n terasa nak update blog yang sememangnyer dah terlalu lama xupdate. Lagi lah ari nie ha dok dengar lagu 'BECAUSE OF YOU' nie berulang2....erm....maleh nak cakap banyak kita layan dulu lirik kat bawah nie erk.....

BECAUSE OF YOU

I will not make the same mistake that you did
I will not let myself
cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, laugh everyday of my life
My heart cant't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watch you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have know better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Bacause of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Bacause of you
I try my hadest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


fuhhhh...........selesai gak ha taip akhirnyer....hehehehe...penat sih...walaupun dok mengajar BI kat skola...tapi karang der wrong spelling malu sih ngan anak murid... :p hehehehe....ok la ha der kejer lagi nie...minggu depan sibuk nak tanda kertas peksa...budak2 dah start mid year exam...n tak lama lagi ha kene masuk kelas lagi....makin sibuk ler lepas nie....n mungkin makin lambat la ha nak update blog...hehehehe....ha godam page pun xsempat2....so kawan2 suma hanya tengok page ha yang sama jer la yer....hehehe...ok la take care n have a nice day...layan ler lagu best nie....yang bisa menusuk hati nie...kih2.....